Letter To My Lover
January 12, 2010
I did have a dream like this. I actually got out of bed at three in the morning to write it down.
I had a dream one night.
I dreamt of the man I’m longing for.
In my dream, we met. He told me he’d like to love me… but love is complicated, and tends to bring regret. We parted, and I found myself wishing I could convince him that I am different.
I have no desire to bring misfortune to his life. So I wrote him a letter. Words are often easier to express in writing, rather than speaking.
My desire is to never hurt you. I can’t promise to never disappoint, or anger you—I am, after all, human. But during these times, I will willingly bare myself and submit to your correction. The implements, duration, severity… these are your decisions to make. My gift of penance to our relationship.
I’ll try to always be everything you think most women are not: Responsible, frugal, self-sufficient. I’ll try to be a help to you… in whatever way you need.
My desire is for a bond with you—and only you. I promise to do my best to understand you, listen to you, and love you.
I need to feel your arms around me, your body over mine, your fingers stroking my hair.
And I need to feel your discipline.
I need to feel your hand warm my bottom. I need to feel your belt, still warm from your body, sear my skin. And afterward, I need to feel your soothing touch. In short, I need you.
My hope is that you will find you need me, too…

January 13, 2010 at 12:51 am
Lovely, I wish I could share these sentiments with someone,,,
January 13, 2010 at 1:47 pm
I have always enjoyed seeing a naughty women bent over in spanking position, wearing garter-belt and stockings, awaiting a good caning on her bare bottom. It turns me on.