Her Secret Corner… Spanking Erotica

Well, loyal readers, it has been almost two years since I started writing this blog.

Much has happened in my life during that time.

I lost my mom.   Lost my niece.   Moved twice.   Lost pets.   Went through a catastrophic financial meltdown.   Was diagnosed with a serious condition.

Struggled with the dating world and all that goes with it.   Tried to come to grips with what I want, and have always really hoped to find.

Some of us are given certain gifts in this life.   Others get completely different ones.   Likewise, the cross each of us bear is always different from that of our neighbor.

Some people have the happy family, long-lasting marriage… but they’re dirt poor until the day they die.   Someone else manages to acquire wealth beyond the wildest dream… but has four failed marriages, kids that hate and a dog that growls with distrust.

I know which scenario I’d chose, given the choice.   And it doesn’t involve disgruntled dogs.

My situation is neither of these, but I have come to accept that maybe the happy marriage is not my destiny.

Having said that, I have a good life and much that I am grateful for.

But I think the time has come to focus on other things.   Right now, I don’t want to write about spanking.   Or even think about spanking.   It’s just… not happening for me.

In many ways, I’m weary.   So I’m going to take a hiatus.   I have enough thoughts written and saved in drafts that I can post once a week for a few months; most of you won’t even know I’m gone.

Some drafts were written recently but  many are well over a year old, so if you notice a lack of continuity or strange time lines, you know why.

I know myself well enough to know, spanking always is a part of me, no matter how hard I’ve tried to suppress it.   So I won’t be gone forever.

But Cydni– she needs privacy.   I’ve been open here– too much at times.   I feel the need to shelter myself.

Originally, I intended this blog to be about my fiction writing– not about my deepest fears and desires.   I’ve veered off course, fiction-wise, for sometime now.   When I come back, maybe I’ll let the characters speak, if I can figure out how to do that.

After all, it is said that there is usually something of an author to be found within her creations.

To everyone who has been a loyal reader– thank you.

Best wishes for a healthy, happy new year.

Cydni